
joanna goh xue ting, with mel the dog (from meishi)

me, jo, lalee, jacinta, mabel & terri

THE FIVE OF US :D
mabel, jacinta, jo, me & nor

jo & i

meishi, my new 5 day a week girlfriend!

spot the similarities please
11:47 PM
was rather funny though, haha
got let off with just a warning
meetup with the jammers was great,
i've missed em all so much (:
time to get back to chinese, history & math
7:03 PM
finally got my hair cut after a million years
as usual, my fringe is screwed up
& i have a super thin rebonded looking ponytail
eeewww ahlian plzzzzz
but whatever! cos my hair grows pretty fast
& there was this jap looking pretty boy working at jean yip
:D
jam meeting tomorrow!
& after that, it's time to push all unnecessary/time-consuming/emo thoughts out of my head & focus on promos & showing that woman what i'm made of, hah!
& of course not forgetting overdrive,
i am going to start this instant by completing my history worksheet
(or maybe, upload photos first :D)
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reality hits hard this time
6:52 PM
okay, here's the update on yesterday
happy 9th <3>JO BOUGHT ME A PRINCESS BALLOON
thankyouthankyouiloveyou :D
meishi drove us in her silver jaguar (!!) to visit jo's mom, then to the airport
met lalee, mabel, girlfriend, sam chu, dern, huajia
& jo's family, church friends & others
quite a number of people actually
everything was pretty okay (despite emo moments between her family & church friends)
until we went to the toilet & i gave her the scrapbook
she said some stuff & i cried then she cried
damn you la, jo
then everything was like okay again
took photos, gave presents, laughed
then she had to check in.
that dumbass was hugging everyone, then when she hugged me she just had to say some stuff again SO YEAH.
even after she went in, she walked back to the glass panel & like yeah
joanna goh xue ting, i think we shld skip all the whispering & turning back the next time yes. hahaha
nor & mae, we musn't drift okay :D
we'll still meet every friday yes?
thanks & i love you both.
mabel, i know you'll always be here. we can get through this cos we're the beverleemays & i saw your msg for jo in my scrapbook, it was way sweet la. (:
jo, so, finally The Day came & went, i'm glad it's over cos i hate goodbyes. hope you're keeping safe over there, & always remember that we're all missing you very very much & awaiting your return on December the 17th. we'll be there at the airport to pick you up fo sure. please do study hard, you won't wanna come back for good at the end of the year right? haw haw. don't forget your promise to me, smoke less cos smoking causes mouth diseases (hohoho :D) & by march, yknow la. so stop smoking today!! it'll be so weird not having you around anymore, cos we've been like how close since februrary last year, you mabel &amp; i, then nor, then jacinta, then azie & mae (: & cos we meet up like almost everyday & stuff. oh wellllllls, we can still do all of that after 4 years! all of us musn't drift okay, promise. i bet my maid will miss you very much too, & so will my parents & rocky. you've been the most wonderful person ever, & thank you for everything you've ever done for me. more happy times to come alright? 28022008 yes. (: i'll treasure every single moment we spent together, be it just chillin at macs & being a passive smoker ;), shopping in town, watching movies, crying, walking to the beach, playing with the sand, going to toys r us, eating, even dance lessons, we've simply had too many memories & done so many things unimaginable together. i can't wait for you to be home again, & in the meanwhile please take care, come online more often, webcam & call all of us, keep in touch constantly & REPLY MY MSGS! do msg me when you're online so we can come online too, yes. be strong baby, i can't wait to see you again. i love you.
& i realise that entry would have probably made jo cry :(
i won't say i miss you anymore, cos you need ENCOURAGEMENT!
i am NOT going to listen to emo songs/or be affected by them
no more crying! & that applies to nor as well.
that asshole of a joanna goh msged me with an australian no.
"hey! this is my prepaid no. but try not to msg it yet okay.. wait until i get my idd. anyways how are you? i love you!"
what the hellll. hahaha she asks how i am & i'm not supposed to reply?
obviously i did but SHE DIDN'T
what does she mean by idd? huh? hahaha. confusion.
she's supposed to come online tonight but :(
it's already close to 10pm there.
okay i feel so sad right now.
stop being emo! i musn't be like yknowwho right andrea.
photos will be up, soon..
TODAY! went to school for PTM
shan't say much about it except for the fact that all the teachers & my parents think i have problems with concepts & stuff but they don't know that i actually didn't study for the mid years :/ obviously i couldn't say that
& i'm gon show that woman that i'll meet all my targets for sure.
hello, you think i'm dumb or what?
met andrea, stelli, sam, melly & jack
headed down to expo for The Big Groove
the other cj dancers were there too
pam, david, rachel, weijie, yang & etc
it was pretty fun la (:
ryan, some nra woman & lionel araya
the most fun dance was the nra one (:
i predict more dancing on wed!
& o school was so damn good
so was gin's funkamania team
faints please.
trained all the way home, bro's having some bday party now
fell sleep for like 3 hours (or more) & now i'm in the room being anti social & using the com :/
going to have some dinner now bye bye
edit jo just called me! her msn's screwed so yeah :(
the phone connection quite clear huh!
7:06 PM
i don't want tomorrow to come,
please :(
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Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself
When nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
8:52 PM
I FIXED UP MY WEBCAM! :D
oh joy
(now, i just gotta fix my speakers)
11:28 PM
someone's being oh so sweet now
awww :D
Take heart, sweetheart,
& we're gonna be strong together
i love you, <3
10:05 PM
Oh girl,
I'd be in trouble if you left me now
Cause I don't know where to look for love,
I just don't know how
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jo dyed her hair at it's hairy! what a weird shop
& it was like a hundred bucks
bloody money waster
i'm was like the devil going buy it andrea, just buy it
heh heh!
got a new phone charger after like godknowshowlong
& I GOT MY BIRKENSTOCKS
for $77 freakin bucks 40% discount all thanks to miss joanna goh :D
YAY FOR DADDY! :D
i know i've gotta meet up with my bestfriend more when she's permed her hair & i didn't even know
ash, i miss you
7:55 PM
You build yourself back up
to be torn down again
Lost in this thing called life
that never seems to end
Let's talk about something
Right here right now
You & me
Tell me what you want this to be
Hold it close or let it go
Either way I need to know
So let's build our love in the sand & write promises in the sky
If I ever write a story about my life,
don't be surprised if it begins with you
I'm so tired I can't sleep
Standing on the edge of something much too deep
It's funny how you can feel so much
yet not say a word
& you're screaming inside
but can't be heard
I know this is hurting you,
but its killing me
Behind my smile
is everything you'll never understand
She keeps asking
Does it hurt to die?
Because it's hurting so much more to stay alive
But you can't love someone without getting hurt
I light a candle every day
Hoping the pain will fade away
But with the light of each new dawn
Another day and you're still gone
Just roll up my sleeve
And you will see
All the stories I've kept
Deep inside of me
It's not so bad
You're just the best I ever had
One look
One smile
One touch
One embrace
One kiss
One love
Two people
Two minds
Two souls
Two destinies
One road
One journey
One ending
Together.
I know that I miss you
when I sit on my bedroom floor
with tears rolling down my cheeks
for absolutely no reason at all
You have been such a large part of me for so long
Loving you this much doesn't seem right
But leaving you would be just as wrong.
10:18 AM
went over to jo's yesterday, played with nana & ingrid, fell asleep, walked to east coast, met mae, sat at macs, watched people skate
went all the way from pit 29 to 12 (Dianne's party!) & the best part was, Revoltage was there, which meant mabel andrea jaime nut & the others, oh yeah :D
glad to see they're all still the same!
i miss ij dance :/
so although we didn't have ben & jerry's, carl's, didn't watch Revoltage's competition & certain issues cropped up, i must say yesterday was well spent (:
9:27 AM

11:36 PM
today was sucky day
got pissed off at practically everything
good things that happened today - doing the xiao jie thing to jaz & shrieking loudly in the hallway, maggie mee :), meeting bernie jeannine jaz at cine, them saying i grew taller :D & zongmi's lame jokes as usual
only ryan & dance (LYRICAL HIPHOP) made it good
then it was good for awhile when i met jo mae nor benji mabel drea at town & became sucky again when i came home (damn the parents) fuck you bastard stop picking a fight with me fucktard
:(
okay new song :D it's really fun to sing, right pooty stelli drea?
F is for friends who do stuff together
U is for you and me
N is for anywhere, anytime at all
Down in the deep blue sea!!
c-a-m-p-f-i-r-e-s-o-n-g songsongsong (then andrea starts shouting in my ears)
edit yay tomorrow's gon be a ha-hap-happy day!
jo's house, suntec (which means carl's & ben & jerry's :D), mabel's dance competition, dianne's party, steamboat
okay tomorrow involves alot of food, i realise
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We belong together
& you know that I'm right
Said we'd be forever
Said it'd never die
How could you love me & leave me
& never say goodbye
10:32 PM
DANCE TOMORROW :D
i think andrea is right, luckily guns are not easily made available
or else i'd have shot like how many people by now
why on earth did gayle get kicked outta idol?! is singapore deaf or what! shoot yourselves please, singaporeans who did not vote for gayle
& jonathan leong is like, hot stuff. so is joakim gomez.
okay random. racial harmony day was hilarious today
terrorists in the canteen? only cj people would come up with such things.
eh i swear EVERYONE'S in the piss-andrea-&-beverley-off mode right now. F off la everybody
thanks alot, just found out i have one fucking week left
bloody 28th if you didn't realise
10:00 PM
school work's been busy recently,
just completed my eom
history's been killer
can't wait till the week's over!
(wokay i just rhymed)
okay here's one piece of exciting interesting news
went out with the dancers (pooty ming drea jack melly charly da kaka russell zhihao nicole) for xiaolongbao today, like after how long please :D
met azie nor jo benji mae after that, even managed to get some lit notes done
fuck the smokers! hahahaha
okay goodnight world,
i am not wearing a costume tomorrow because i am lazy.
10:40 PM
just got back from an exciting day of shopping :D
jo asked me to go with her, azie, mae & nor to sim lim sq to buy her psp stuff
so i said, i'll msg her if i go
decided to go over to her place (she was out & the rest were there) without telling her so i'd be able to SURPRISE her
reached there, azie & nor said they told jo i was coming :/
but they lied to me! they didn't tell her. so i was just sitting there & jo came in, rahhh
azie left :( headed down to sim lim, jo spent her money like water
down to town, got my ipod charger :D
met up with benji & shopped (or rather ,HE shopped)
he got new shades & havianas, thanks to us :D
cabbed home & my mom was nehnehing cos tomorrow i've got school.
okay today was a good day bye bye
10:29 PM

& you wonder why she looks so happy
oh, i hate jo
she got a psp & now an ipod
& she still had to bring home my ipod yesterday
DAMNIT!
why so many presents for her, not fair :(
hahaha i can take consolation in the fact that she doesn't even know how to use any of them loser!
11:46 PM
yup you got that right, farewell
(i can go to church, school, shopping with her but NO! i can't go for the party cos there's too many germs & viruses around FUCK OFF)
it's like exactly two weeks before jo flies off to stupid australia,
rahhhh.
don't judge them.
& btw i've realised that i'm glad i'm in cj & no other school, cos cj & dance rocks like hell
the others are way overrated & please, look at what we've achieved la, try to deny that
so please, stop putting cj dance down!
the people are fantastic & we're so bonded together
& we're good & we're gon show all of you & that's what matters
PFFFFFFTTT!
&, the disney princess waterbottle is GONE
the tp shop doesn't have it anymore
so nor, mae & jo had to take my whining yesterday hahaha
but i'm really damn sad okay! :(
okay this is a rather angsty post hahaha
some happy news now!
i went back to school yesterday & boy, was it good seeing all those people again
dance meeting!
freda stelli kaka ming drea melly & all you people,
HELLO & I'VE MISSED YOU GUYS! :D
then i met jo mae & nor at tp, had mcflurry & i was happy
(besides the dumb waterbottle)
went to town to meet benji & co. at rocky masters
he's really quite funny! hahaa
got home quite late & my mom didn't ask so yup, it's all good
got a call from bernie tan! last night
her going hahahaha! heard you got dengue ah! hahahaa!
then passing the phone to jeannine bimbo!
took me like 5 mins to realise i was talking to her
who are you? huh? kyna ah? no! jeannine! JEANNINE! huh? me? what me?
hahahaha :D anyway that phone call made me quite happy, & i miss them very much
oh oh oh & all dancers, there's some dance competition coming up!
just that prelims are next sat, so.. anyone up for it? :D
5:49 PM

disney princess waterbottle, i want!
6:03 PM
i'm back from the hospital!
okay, so last week was like a blur
got a fever on monday, went to school on tues
& was sick at home from wed to sat
went to mount alvernia on sat night, cos my mom thought i had dengue & I DID!
so, got admitted into hospital & all that
first time in the whole 17 years, exciting,no?
basically it was blood tests everyday, got put on drip as well
yikes, the needles were just gross
but everything was pretty fun!
late night movies on hbo, early morning cheerleading/dance competitions on espn, visits from jo, nor, mae, mandi, ming, pris, drea, charmian etc.
THANK YOU GUYS! for all the msgs, visits, care & concern
i miss the hospital & all the nurses ahaha :(
everyday was like this,
doctor comes at 630
watch espn from 7-8
breakfast time!
draw blood
watch tv/sleep till noon, then lunch
tea time at 3
dinner at 6
milo at 830 :D
SO! i'll be back in school on friday,
went back for awhile after leaving the hospital today,
I MISS SCHOOL! (wow never thought i'd say that)
all those piles of homework waiting for me
:(
& here are the list of things i wanna do/eat
carl's jr
xiao long bao
marina steamboat
dance
buy a book, quick
go tanning
GO FOR JO'S PARTY :( my mom won't let me! cos i'm supposed to be resting & all that crap. ah damn,i shall try.
thank you for coming everyday to visit me although you've got work & stuff baby, i love you
8:10 PM
BRAZIL'S OUT OF THE WORLD CUP
when i heard the news i was like, omg, no
how can it be? 5 time champion
are they all getting old? DAMN FRANCE!
the world cup's not worth watching anymore :(
i feel like whining
HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL
i think i'm rather slow, but the show was awesome
zac efron! he's hot
the girl gabriella too,
everyone shld watch it la, seriously.
i downloaded all the songs! ahahaha
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It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cos now I have to pretend
That I don't really care
I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star that's coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings
With the truth
When there was me & you
- High School Musical
9:14 PM

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, DAVID!
today was a mabel & jo day
lazed around mabel's house, caught up quite a bit, watched shark tale & danceamania 2004 (OMG jam was so coordinated please :D)
went down to macs for twister fries (: stupid nicotine
bball court to watch mitch, avis, jo & the rest play, then off to david's house
so, the surprise party was rather surprising
together with his church friends, classmates & dancers of course
i was friendly today okay
debbie, claire, stef, brendan, randall (can't remember the other names, oops)
anyhow, it was fun la :D
photos up!
9:46 PM